Let me preface this with the fact that it has been a few years since i have been depressed enough to write... i write well but only when im down... its a curse... anywho enjoy... i think


old love letters
once made me smile
remind me of the better
that has been gone awhile

i sit here now
and i read those words
a tear falls down
and i can't stand the hurt

i'm in your bed
but i'm not in your heart
and when i lay down my head
it wont be in your arms

cause you're so far away
when you're right here with me
and i cant take the pain
might as well set you free

because the old love letters
that once made me smile
remind me of the better
that has been gone awhile

When i think of you now
the way i thought of you then
i start to wonder how
to get there again

I want to rewind
and change how you feel
i want to change you mind
but i cant make it all real

But those old love letters
that once made me strong
remind i need better
than youve given all along

So either fix this now
or please leave me be
cause i need love
and i need to be me

its not done... just kind of how im feeling i guess... i dont want to let go of a 6 year relationship but it feels like its ending despite me