Army Girl Update

Army Girl Update
So turns out this isn't really going to work out with my army girl and I, or atleast I don't see it working out right this second....pretty much one of those situations where she won't follow her words with actions and I never realized how important that is to me, like pretty much shit or get off the boat type of thing....it's complicated because she is in the army blah blah blah but to me if you truly really liked someone it should be easy to follow your words with some actions.. maybe i'm just to hard headed that wants what I want when I want it, but i'm not just going to wait by anymore. It just goes to show me that I still trust people too easily and most of the people who I trust take it for granted. I'm turning into a pissed off bitter person and I don't like it one bit.
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 welcome to adulthood, sucks huh? army girl not working out so well?
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NO, she is falling short and i'm tired of trying for something that means nothing to her. I guess I can't expect much from her since she's in the army but if I write a girl everyday you think she could atleast let me know where we stand, I mean it's not that hard and her not letting me know seems so sketchy. UGH whatever, screw adulthood i'll just try and have the childhood i never had right now haha
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 sounds like a good idea to me. save the love finding for after you have some fun.
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 Just be careful having your late childhood.
 yeah definitely don't get in too much trouble
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I hate the feeling like i'm making the wrong decision by avoiding what isn't "safe"
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