"Disgusting"....? ...
Posted on: February 5, 2010 - 4:28pm
"Disgusting"....? ...
So, my lovlie and I were walking at school, holding hands as always, and this guy appeared. I have no idea who he was, but he was in a higher grade than me. Well, anyways, he started walking behind us, shouting insults and stuff, and then he called us "Disgusting" because we're both female. Often, I can get over certain things. This is not one of them. When he said that, my lovlie spun around and said some rather colorful words to him (>.>) which encouraged him to keep it up. So as we're walking, he continues to insult us, and then *oh joy* we happen to run into, yet another, homophobe. She said something rather insulting, and dropped back behind us, and told the guy walking behind us who we are, what are names are, and continued to talk about how disgusting lesbians are. Now about half an hour before that, I was leaving third period after finding out one of my best friends told random people who my girlfriend is. Now this hurt me as well, to know that one of my best friends cannot even be trusted. So I wrote her a note, and told her why I didn't want her to tell anyone else, and about all the shyt I'm already getting from other people. So I gave her the note in third period, and the teacher walks by, takes said very important note, and throws it away. What a lovely woman. So, in thinking about what would happen now, knowing that more people know about us with evidence, I got extremely frustrated/depressed...so I took it out on a wall with the side of my hand. I didn't even hit the wall that hard, but I was wearing a bracelet that cut my hand-_-' Ugh.... So then much later on in the day, after lunch and whatnot, and school has ended, it started raining. So on top of my terrible day and my terrible mood, I had to walk hom in the rain. **That's a mile.** So I get home, and my dad is being a total douche to everyone, and starts yelling at me because of something to do with clothes that I don't even wear, because they're too small for me-_-' Now, I am utterly emotionless. What a wonderful day! *sarcasm* The "disgusting" thing got to me the most though, and I keep replaying it in my head. :( Why must people be so mean? TT^TT
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"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)



Yesterday, though, the assistant principle officially pissed me off. You know the guy I was talking about that threatened my ex and me an office reffereal because I had my arm around her, but said we could hold hands? Well, yesterday, the same guy told Rhiannon and me we can't hold hands anymore. Well, more like, screamed "LADIES!" then vigorously shook his head, gesturing to our intertwined hands. NOWHERE in the student code of conduct, is there a rule against hand holding. All the straight couples can. They can make out in the courtyard. They can be inappropriately close to eachother. We can't even hold hands. Is it possible to do something about that without involving any parentals? I mean, that's prejudace descrimination, and shouldn't be allowed.. but her parents definately wouldn't allow "us", or accept the fact that they have a squiggle in their home. *We call her Squiggled. I am "Squiggle" though, because I'm the cause of her squiggleyness* They'd disown her, though. =( She doesn't actually live "with" her parents. She says her biological mum probably wouldn't care, but she doesn't live with her, and she doesn't want to be wrong about that. But yesterday was just pretty bad all around, once again, due to homophobes and insensative douche bags, who called a girl fat, then when the teacher started screaming at him because guys that call girls fat results with girls with eating disorders, he laughed and said that anorexia and bullemia are funny. WTF!? Four months ago, BECAUSE of people like that, who thought it was funny to call me fat and ugly when I was already 10 lbs under the minimum weight for my height and body type and whatnot, I unconsciously slowly became anorexic. I am now 20 lbs underweight, and I hate that about myself. So yeah. Things have not been getting better, in fact, worse. >-< Sometimes running away sounds like a good idea, but I want to get a scholarship and go to a college across the country *University of Oregon, in Coos Bay*, and running away would futher more destroy that. Also I wouldn't leave behind Rhiannon. We have discussed it, though, that if things get violent, and start to be physical, and one of us gets hurt.... then.......... I don't know. It's a possibility, but I don't want it to get to that, but it's probably going to, but I don't want it to get like what the other "open" lesbian has, and she's been jumped six times and hospitalized, sooooo.......
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I dunno what to do anymore.
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
To take them on officially would require parents, but only one set to bring a suit against them. Now that being said you may be able to get some LGBT organizations to unofficially give them crap. A few letters and emails and calls suggesting that they sort themselves out so that they don't have to be dragged into court or face lots of publicity.
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
XD
'cept I've missed her since her car pulled awayTT^TT Oh well, I'm talking to her over the interwebs now, so it's okay. I'm also trolling, but right now I'm being awesome :) My opening line was "How art thou on this fine twilight?" The first ten or so people disconnected immidiately XD I've been talking like that for the entire conversation :D Epic awesomesaucery :) So what've you been up to today?^^ And Hsppy Valentines!!
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
:( Because some people can't get it through there thick skull. D<<
Sorry to hear about your day. :(
"It isn't working. Time to change tactics! ...We should hide!" ~ Resident Evil 5 ...makes me LOL everytime. :D
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
this is just a ficade
but yeah, we communicate through a notebook. ^_^ ....it still kind of blows, though. :/ Very much so, actually. >-<'
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
this is just a ficade
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
this is just a ficade
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)
this is just a ficade
"Nemo my name for evermore," (Nightwish)