its that time of year agian
i can feel it coming
i start to get anxious and nverous
the first day of school
the first month of school
i am the most hated person in my school
i come from a school where everyone
is friends and knows everyone else
and everyone knows me
i am the picture of infamous
i already have the first day
mapped out on the back of my mind
i go to a tech school half day
im there all morning in a cosmotology class
working to get my license before i graduate
i love my tech school
there are kids there from school all over my area
i am popular and well liked
despite the gun scares
police making weekly visits
and probation officers everywhere
this is the school im proud of
this is the school that accepts me

then i go back to PAHS
i hate this school
with all i have i hate this school
im going to walk in
and have no one to sit with at lunch
everyone already hates me
then i get to go to reject classes
because once you go to tech
you are asumed to be mentaly slow
as sad as it is
the mentally slow kids are even more cruel
and most of them have anger issues
and like to throw chairs
soo i see me having a bad day
and faking sick so leave at least
6 times this term



for all those who read my last post
under gay and lesbian
the things that boy said to me
about me being a strong person
is the only thing that is really keeping me going
its good to know someone cares right?