Frequent panic attacks. O_o
Posted on: April 6, 2010 - 11:53pm
Frequent panic attacks. O_o
So, lately I've been having some really bad panic attacks, and anxiety attacks, caused in part by built up stress and emotion, on top of the fact that panic attacks run in my family. Last night at about 3am, I had a really bad one that resulted in me jumping out my window and running through the dark to get out some energy. It'll feel as though I can't stop shaking, and I want to break something, or punch something (like a wall).
I promised Rhiannon I wouldn't punch walls, so I'm not going to. But when I have panic attacks, I can't stop shaking, so I rock back and forth, or jump out windows and run around outside. Luckily my cousin Nefreteri was in my room at the time because she was fixing my computer (somehow I ended up with litterally THOUSANDS of viruses on my computer. xDDD), and she helped to calm me down afterward.
But yeah. Is there anything anyone knows of that helps with panic attacks, or rather preventing them? I tend to take a drop of rattlesnake essence under my tongue to stop them and calm me down when I'm having one-- and it works amazingly, but I want something that will prevent them from happening.
I promised Rhiannon I wouldn't punch walls, so I'm not going to. But when I have panic attacks, I can't stop shaking, so I rock back and forth, or jump out windows and run around outside. Luckily my cousin Nefreteri was in my room at the time because she was fixing my computer (somehow I ended up with litterally THOUSANDS of viruses on my computer. xDDD), and she helped to calm me down afterward.
But yeah. Is there anything anyone knows of that helps with panic attacks, or rather preventing them? I tend to take a drop of rattlesnake essence under my tongue to stop them and calm me down when I'm having one-- and it works amazingly, but I want something that will prevent them from happening.
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"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]



It would be interesting to see if there's a familial pattern to keeping stress/emotions all built up inside, thus the tendency for it to run in your family.
I have issues with stress, though. People stress me out a lot.
"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]
Really work on figuring out what it is that specifically stresses you and what shape that stress takes as in what emotion is actually being felt. Then when you have it qualified that way look at what situations generate those feelings and what they register as physically. Then you can work to avoid some situations and change the way to perceive them and how to recognize when your feelings are getting stressful.
Perhaps if you can reduce the stressers and interrupt the responses a bit you can help avoid the panic attack.
If you add to this, something that you do regularly which helps to destress you then you can do a lot to get these under control.
I know I'm about to have a panic attack about five minutes before it happens, when I start to feel kind of shaky and uncomfortable. They're triggered by different kinds of stress, so it really deprends on what's goign on. You know how when you're really close to someone, (as in emotionally) and you can feel it when they cry, or when they're hurt, or if something is bothering them? Well, I've always been a major empath, and when Rhiannon is in pain, or when she hurts herself, I know before she tells me, because I'll have a panic attack. (usually). So that's one cause. Sometimes it'll be because of something at school, or from fear, but their predominantly from emotions. The thing about people that stress me is their constant close-mindedness, and the way they'll hurt Rhiannon and me. :/
"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]
I want you to consider that if you are responding to the pain of another by having a panic attack you really are not able to do anything to help that person. Try to look for way to channel that emotional energy that are productive and helpful.
"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]
(I totally just googled Desktop Activism, by the way.)
"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]
:D
...Jellyfishy!
"I'm not an Angel any more. I'm your new God - a better one. So you will bow down and profess your love unto me, your Lord, or I shall destroy you." - Castiel [The Man Who Knew Too Much]