So, lately I've been having some really bad panic attacks, and anxiety attacks, caused in part by built up stress and emotion, on top of the fact that panic attacks run in my family. Last night at about 3am, I had a really bad one that resulted in me jumping out my window and running through the dark to get out some energy. It'll feel as though I can't stop shaking, and I want to break something, or punch something (like a wall).
 I promised Rhiannon I wouldn't punch walls, so I'm not going to. But when I have panic attacks, I can't stop shaking, so I rock back and forth, or jump out windows and run around outside. Luckily my cousin Nefreteri was in my room at the time because she was fixing my computer (somehow I ended up with litterally THOUSANDS of viruses on my computer. xDDD), and she helped to calm me down afterward.
But yeah. Is there anything anyone knows of that helps with panic attacks, or rather preventing them? I tend to take a drop of rattlesnake essence under my tongue to stop them and calm me down when I'm having one-- and it works amazingly, but I want something that will prevent them from happening.

Okay, so I've been doing a lot of research on trauma-induced comas, and am quite curious as to whether or not it is possible to dream whilst in a coma. I've gathered that medical-induced comatose, using chemicals/anesthetics, causes more of just a jet-lag effect, and you don't have any dreams.  Considering those aren't natural comas, I wouldn't assume they would result in dreaming.
 Trauma-induced comas, however, I have researched can result in dreaming, although many people deny it. I read an interview about a girl who was a comatose patient after being in a car accident. She dreamed she was a mouse, and was trying to get to the top of a staircase, however there were crows that weren't allowing her near the top. Perhaps the top of the staircase was her way out of the coma. Well anyway, she said she was aware of what was going on outside her coma, in the physical world. She heard the doctors talking about other patients, and operations and thought that they were opperating on her.
 I read a few other things on trauma-induced comatose and dreaming. Many people deny the possibility of dreaming during a coma, for the fact that brain waves wouldn't be as active. So I researched brain waves, and mostly just got hits on lucid dreaming. Not much on brain waves versus comas.
So I was wondering if anyone has ever been in a coma, or know somebody who has, and if they dreamed whle in the coma, or remember anything. If so, could you tell me?
Thankyou!
-Nemo!

Every time i try and change my picture it just goes with my old one (or current one actually>-<), even though i delete it, then submit, so i have no picture, then go back and try to upload the other one!! Its so annoying, i don't like that picture!!! :P
I want the other one, but it keeps just uploading the inverted colors one instead! >-< What am i doing wrong?? :(

Okay so here it is...cause i dont know what to do so maybe you all can help me

So i asked my girl out on the fouth of july and she said yes...well two weeks into our relationship we had a party for my lil sister Crystal...Jessica (my girl) said she had to go home before her dad left for work...well i was sober so i did not care...she was wasted...i was about the only sober person there...well come to find out two days later i see her my friend mike who ran away cause of reasons and a bunch of other friends....well Kelli...Jessicas best friend told me that she had sex with someone....Crystal told me that Jessica had fucked mike....so i asked mike straight out if they had sex and he told me the truth....so i called her over and asked her out cold if she fucked mike when she told me that she had to go home...she told me the truth after lyin straight to my face about it...i did something that i SWORE on my life i would never do to someone...i smacked her so hard that people 12 feet away could hear.....well we broke up and it killed me cause im falling for her...so we talked about a lot of shit...then the next day me and Jessica got back together...but everytime she is around im scared that she is just goin to hurt me again and i dont think i can handle that...i am not sure what i should do....i love her and she says that she loves me too...i believe her sometimes...but other times i dont...she gets angry and it kills me...i have swore never to hit someone again...i even had my best friend beat the shit out of me for hitting her....

but the question is do i trust her...do i stick around when she is a known cheater....fuck i dont know what to do...please someone leave something and tell me what i should do or what would you do in this situation,,,,


thanks you mucho

hay, am I just missing where the breadcrumbs/trails are? cause I hate reading a post, replying, then having to click two or three things to get back to the forum I was reading...

Who sleeps naked? or Nekkid as my beloved would say.....you don't have to answer if you're shy. It's okay.

-Me 

can you search for profiles on here? like to meet ppl?

You guys...

*facepalm*

This website is really great and everything. I appreciate how under gender choices you list FTM and MTF and everything.

But why did you also put trans as an orientation?

Being trans has nothing to do with who you're attracted to... and seeing this misconception on a site like this really irritates and disappoints me.

I've been wondering something and I thought I'd pose a question to my fellow OMers. Masturbation and relationships. How do you feel on it? Let me elaborate. Like do you think it's okay if your bf/gf masturbated in the relationship? Like it's not a big deal and you're cool with it. Or, do you think that it's something that shouldn't be done in a relationship because that's like sacred ground?

My opinion is if you wanna, go for it. People have different sex drive levels, and if one partner doesn't want sex an the other does then I see no harm in it. Like as long as it doesn't interfere with the relationship itself, then it's not a problem. In fact, I think it could lead to more because it'll turn the other person on and they'll be like "Damn. I'm missing out." I feel like it shouldn't be a taboo thing in relationship. 

Anyways...that's my thought. Discuss.

-Smurf