So for most of the semester, I was sure that my college writing II professor never gave anything above a 95. I came to this conclusion because that's the highest grade that seemed obtainable. On most of my papers, she didn't even leave notes, just 95 A. The spring semester is almost over and I finally got higher than a 95.

I finally earned  my 100 A+...and it was on a test. :)...I'm happy....

 

 So, my lovlie and I were walking at school, holding hands as always, and this guy appeared. I have no idea who he was, but he was in a higher grade than me. Well, anyways, he started walking behind us, shouting insults and stuff, and then he called us "Disgusting" because we're both female. Often, I can get over certain things. This is not one of them. When he said that, my lovlie spun around and said some rather colorful words to him (>.>) which encouraged him to keep it up. So as we're walking, he continues to insult us, and then *oh joy* we happen to run into, yet another, homophobe. She said something rather insulting, and dropped back behind us, and told the guy walking behind us who we are, what are names are, and continued to talk about how disgusting lesbians are. Now about half an hour before that, I was leaving third period after finding out one of my best friends told random people who my girlfriend is. Now this hurt me as well, to know that one of my best friends cannot even be trusted. So I wrote her a note, and told her why I didn't want her to tell anyone else, and about all the shyt I'm already getting from other people. So I gave her the note in third period, and the teacher walks by, takes said very important note, and throws it away. What a lovely woman. So, in thinking about what would happen now, knowing that more people know about us with evidence, I got extremely frustrated/depressed...so I took it out on a wall with the side of my hand. I didn't even hit the wall that hard, but I was wearing a bracelet that cut my hand-_-'  Ugh.... So then much later on in the day, after lunch and whatnot, and school has ended, it started raining. So on top of my terrible day and my terrible mood, I had to walk hom in the rain. **That's a mile.** So I get home, and my dad is being a total douche to everyone, and starts yelling at me because of something to do with clothes that I don't even wear, because they're too small for me-_-' Now, I am utterly emotionless. What a wonderful day! *sarcasm* The "disgusting" thing got to me the most though, and I keep replaying it in my head. :( Why must people be so mean? TT^TT

I never believed the cliched dramas of romance who expand into an all girls private catholic school. You guys wanna know the drama I'm going through right now, well here's the short version:

First the only girl, scratch that, person I've ever loved I finally got over the first thursday of this month after learning she liked this other girl in my class, which I suspected since march last year but refused to believe it. That girl liked her too, but they didn't get together cause of other guys in their lives. The girl I liked was still googly over her best guy friend and ex and the girl she liked had a bf. Plus, apparently she also got together with this upperclassman. Then this year they broke it off, but all three are still friends, and yes, I'm friends with all three. Then there's the girl that used to be with the girl that was with the girl that the girl I used to like likes. She is questioning if she likes someone in my class while another friend is questioning if she may like that girl. The  latter girl has always been straight, and the former still thinks she herself is straight.

Then I stared crushing on this freshman and I noticed everyday it was becoming more and more like really liking her. Afarid of a repeat of last year's drama with this girl I refused to do anything about it and told people I was over her, which last for like three days before I gave up on that. I just refused to make a move, then around last week I decided I'm not going to deal with romance anymore and I'm going anti-love, since I realized I also developed this fear of relatioships. I still was thinking about the girl I used to love (but my feelings were fading) and the freshman.

Then thursday a friend (another freshman) said that her classmate, who's friend with the frosh I was curshing on, had something important to talk to me about. I suspected her liking me and the next day before the end of school the girl gave me the note from her freind telling me that even though she's not gay or bi she is attrached to me and likes me.... alot. I told her before I left I would talk to her monday.

Immediatly I told like, four friends, (only three from the same school and one of those three the girl I had loved), despite her asking in the note to keep it between us. At first I thought, I bascially didn't really like anyone else so why not, but I thought of why I went anti-love (fear of falling in love and rejection) and after talking it over with my freind (the first girl again) I decided I was going to tell her about I don't like her that way and about my fear and all that.

One of the other girls I told, who I consider a little sister, knew about my former crush on the freshman and is 'straight' and told me after I told her about the note she think she may like the my crush. I told her I was over her and I didn't really have a problem, since she said well I don't want this to happen, I don't want to be with her, and it's only 'cause she's like, dudish. When I reassured her I was alright with it i hung up and then today I just kept thinking I why did I tell her that I may still like her but I don't know.

Then I talked to my 'sis' through text and she was saying how she was bonding with that girl and I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. After calming down I talked to, surpise surise, that same froshie on facebook a few hours later where, afterwards, thought to myself 'I don't like her that much why did I panic' and thought it was okay.

So I'm still anti-love, I'm over the love I had last year and I have no idea where I stand with the froshie, plus I have to talk to the other girl who gave me the note tomorrow since I was sick this morning and couldn't go to school.

This is just so messed up with everyone turning bi-curious at the same freaking time. Just I found out after buying this book that I bascially have depression and have had it for the past couple years, and I'm in a period of confusion over my gender identity so whoopie-di-do thank you bittersweet irony. And all this happened in the same freakin' month. Good I love my life...

And sorry that is bascially the short version. I can only exclude so much detail. Can someone give me their opinion or advice on -any- of this, thanks in advance! ^^'

-Sha-doki

so i am studying physiotherapy
ok
background over
this is the question i am stuck on

"what would happen to the human body if we had no skin'

seems simple enough but I am stuck past the "we would have no protection and all our fluids would come out'

is there anything else?

So for my school's GSA, I decided to do a video survey at lunch. We started it today, but all we could think of really asking people was "Do you think there's a problem with homophobia on campus?", "What do you think of the uses of 'gay' and 'fag' as a way to describe something?", and "What do you think about gay marriage?". Does anyone have any other questions that might be relevant and thought provoking, or just different than those?

I know different schools have different ideas of what to do to gain attention and acceptance at their school.  I thought it would be good to share ideas since I know at my school we're having problems with the school administration only letting us exist because they have to so we don't get a lot of money.

We have been able to get a few things going though
Bakesales have been somewhat successful, it's actually where all of our money is from.
We're actually having a playwriting contest right now.  Only have two submissions right now but hoping for more from students at our school.
We're trying to do a movie but our school has a policy that they need to obtain permission to show the movie even if we  don't make any money for it.
Other than that we're planning on putting up stuff for transgender rememberance day.

What are other people doing?

Im the one who asked for this forum lol.

I love posting papers and projects and getting everyone's in put be it constructive criticism or just an appreciation or even a hatred i accept it all so i may end up being the only one that post here, but hopefully i can at least get some readers. lol